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[23 Apr 2007|11:06pm] fuck dude. 4 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[28 Jan 2007|03:22pm] I am glad to know that there is someone who cares about who i am and how i am. She doesn't look at the negitive in my life or the way i live but the good that i have in me. things couldnt be better and i'm sure if my sister could come see me today all she would do is smile and tell me how proud she is that i'm out here living everyday with no regrets. That i'm out of manassas just like she got out. I really miss her all the fucking time, you dont even know. I'm just glad i have great friends that take my mind off the disaster i faced in 2006. 2007 i love you. 3 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[24 Mar 2005|07:15pm] I made these today.. yes all by myself in photoshop. bloodshot eyes. I dont cut... physically. 4 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[09 Jan 2005|01:43pm] This Journal is now friends only. comment and maybe i'll add you. 15 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[02 Jan 2005|03:29pm] this shit is so confusing.. Leave Tears.

oh god [31 Dec 2004|09:42pm] i'm at my friends party, and he is getting laid upstairs.. i can hear the bed hit the call over and over agian. happy new years. 1 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[29 Dec 2004|09:25am] [ mood | confused ] I did a lot of thinking lastnight, after the conversation i had with vic. i'm taking advantage of my friendship, blowing people off thinking that i don't need to talk to them to have a friendship (this also applies to someone else, you know who you are.) I don't know what made me forget so many people. I'm going to change, I'm going to make things work out. this is my not so formal, pathetic apologie to those who this applies to. I'll make it better. 2 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[28 Dec 2004|04:49pm] just beat halo 2. 4 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[22 Dec 2004|06:44pm] friends keep asking me to model for them. they say that i have the potential to have good photography done. i'm just so skeptical of my looks.. 4 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[22 Dec 2004|04:48pm] [ mood | exhausted ] its winter break.. agian.. it seemed that my whole life time has gone by so slow, but these last 3 years, have seemed like 1.. i guess i'm just getting older, my youth is starting to fade away quicker every day. 3 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[20 Dec 2004|08:10pm] Christmas makes me laugh sometimes.. 5 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[14 Dec 2004|05:52pm] please check out these forums to support the NVA CREW thingy.. its cool, just post and have some fun www.nvacrewforums.tk thanks people. Leave Tears.

[12 Dec 2004|05:42pm] Everyone else has had more sex than me Does anyone else get that feeling? might be the funniest thing ever.. I suggest clicking that link. Leave Tears.

[12 Dec 2004|12:46am] i'm getting this for christmas.. 1 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[09 Dec 2004|07:27pm] my face feels like its goign to explode.. 5 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[08 Dec 2004|08:01pm] ::part deux:: i walked up the stairs and saw a man that wasnt there only a flask and a dozen roses my mendled mind lay flat froming being tinkered with all the time shoot up violence breaks my heart brings me to my knees at midnight bloodly knives are thrown in the walls the barrels are bruning blue now sail into a sea of dying hope all suggestions say sing for faith or dream of a sureng in your neck fill your lungs iwth fresh air forget your melting point, or your past my hands are in the air 10 feet my feet at cemented to my knees but yet i still laugh out loud why are you so lonely is it the withdraw of poison or is it your heart skipping a beat pretending i'm not here, is all the faith i have its all ive got. i must stop writting.. 1 CRYS. Leave Tears.

another day... [03 Dec 2004|03:58pm] i found some songs i'm sure none of you have seen of mine before.. read if you dare, i love them. ::Your Eyes Turn Red:: closed eyes, wet lips pressed shatters of glass, thrown to the floor pools of blood in the house we owned can you see our red reflection? or just your tears mixing in so lonely, abandoned in a junk yard a wrecked material, a wrecked feeling can't you feel the bee stings at your throat kill, turn yourself over, kill remember the pick up lines can you feel yourself tight on the floor is the rope hurting your wrists well wake up darling, its a dream now do you relieze the pain cant you see my pale face my wet tears, in the flow now nothing compares to the lastnight nothing makes me want death you are only a love, not a gun. -------------------- ::Fine is only a 4 letter word:: seems every time i write i kill poison and blood is the ink i use the skin is my white pale paper well heres my story, my cries cant you tell i'm the happiest person? cant you tell i'm the most sarcastic person? i sleep on a bed of nails and blades my dying cries won't be heard by you or any god out there look at me im not that picture perfect im no ones prince charming, nor a knight but i do bleed when you cut me i do feel the pain when you hurt me so don't take my needles away dont blow my white powder away my parents think of me as a discrase only a punk faggot kid like all teens i'm not gay, nor a fucking screw up i'm not a drug dealer, nor HIV positive but do you look at my different let it be, let it be, let it be don't let the poison sink in dont let this break you ^didn't really like this oen, but you might^ ::Fides and Spero (Faith and Hope):: fucking knives being thrown at my head the sting of a thousand cigarette burns just look at me cause i'm the pray you need don't empty a clip on me, aim your shots dont think i'm a dead body on the floor a bundle of sticks laying in the woods let it be pull the trigger slow it you feel like dying then i'm just what you need the bloody cry out of pain from your room wakes up the neighbors everynight but does that stop this so called love? intoxicated and cotted in my flesh my arms are not an ashtray every bit of food tastes of filth all you can do is keep on lying you might want to say, i'm not the same. iunno, probaly not aas good as some of my others.. but i just thought they deserved a chance. 2 CRYS. Leave Tears.

[29 Nov 2004|08:27am] best liverjouanl ever, its mine and kyle herwigs its out 1st period days.. check it out here www.livejournal.com/users/kyleandsean 9 CRYS. Leave Tears.

sleep tonight [25 Nov 2004|10:00pm] i just thought, i'd sing this song agian. I slice myself two times a day and cover it with the bracelets you made i swallow the pills that my mom gave me but only for the wrong reasons do you care if i, stay tonight do you swear you'll help me sleep tonight tonight is when its suppose to end just like the sunrise at 6 AM forever is a very long time and oblivion is something i just cant face does it matter if i leave this note can i get one last solom swear or must i just hear it on my death-day. do you care if i, stay tonight do you swear you'll help me sleep tonight tonight is when its suppose to end just like the sunrise at 6 AM Leave Tears.

got me on my knees baby begging darling please, baby [17 Nov 2004|05:50pm] my cuts are starting to swell they are becoming infected and the stench is overwhelming and degrading. ------------------ like a fool i feel in love with you, you turn my whole world upside down. darling won't you ease my worried mind. 2 CRYS. Leave Tears.

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